Still loving the job. I am used to it. It's my second home. My heart is in it now. I love what it does for the community and for the kids/adults that come through. The staff is amazing and is more of a family than co-workers. It's fun and i actually want to go to work.... yeah thats NEVER happened before haha.
DANIEL IS HOME! I am so happy about that. My heart is more complete. After losing Anjel and Daniel going to TYC it's like our family just went disapeared. So having him back is amazing. But it's also so very scary. I don't want him to go back to his lame friends. He's such a great kid, but way to impressionable. I pray Heavenly Father will continue to take hold in his life. Ugh, i am just so happy he is home. =] My dad is still waiting for his disbilitiy. We don't want him to work. He's hurting way to much. Everything is working out well. We are blessed. Heavely Father is working his wonderful ways through our family and i am so grateful. My kiddos all are glad summer is here and all passed on to the next grades. Lassette is going to be going to Jr. High. UGH IM OLD... ((speaking of Daniel go his GED, So my Daniel boy is class of 2010 WHAT WHAT)). Joseph is getting so dang big and i love him so much. He's looking more and more like Anjel everyday!
I've been good. LOVING my new car. It got us through the Midland flood to San Antonio. We saw a few pther mustangs floating and my baby drive right through it! So I told her i would take good care of her and keep her looking good and take her to her check ups! ha Speaking of check ups... I went to the Dr. HORRIBLE experiance. My diabetes has gotten worse. I've been passing out or just been feeling like crap lately. I know i need to take better care of myself and i will. I need to stop being so dang hard headed and realize i am cared for and people do want me around. Life has been good. Very good actually. There's this boy.
His name is Robbie. He has completely stolen my heart. He has shown me the meaning of what true love is. He has shown me how i should be treated. how i should be loved. That just because i may have been treated a certain way by worthless human beings before doesn't mean that's how every guy is going to treat me, how i am supposed to be treated. He tells me he won't let me go because he knows what he has and that he can't beleive other guys were so stupid to let me go. The way he looks into my eyes. He sends me flowers! ha... the last one for sure didn't. He truly is my PRINCE. Everything i could ever ask for. I lowered my standards before. i setteled. I just wanted whatever i could get. I kept telling myself the fighting was ok, that once we got married it would all stop. That's when i thank Heavenly Father for Him NOT answering my prayers.
I have the man of my dreams. I am so in love.
Everything is truly falling into place.